@Tératogène I've read what you wrote. I don't really know what to say. I'm here if you want to talk or anything else you would want or need. (And you're not an attention whore either, it's okay to feel sad and to need a hug and reassurances.)
And I'm sending you another hug.
I'm pretty sure lots of people have already told you that on ECM (I haven't read it all - that topic goes way too fast for me, especially at this time of the day) but still. And also you're a very nice person and I do wanna help if I can.
And I'm sending you another hug.
I'm pretty sure lots of people have already told you that on ECM (I haven't read it all - that topic goes way too fast for me, especially at this time of the day) but still. And also you're a very nice person and I do wanna help if I can.



All red and flowery, I love it!


Pretty please with a cherry on top 
This topic is going to become my second home on this forum! (I'm used to thinking in English almost 24/7, but ever since I registered here my brain 'lags' and tries to make me think in Frenglish and I don't want that!)